save me

i try to escape

but it is inside

I'd run but the ghosts

they are many 

they're behind my eye

i told one

some of these days

that i ate too much chocolat

that i wanted them away

so they gone

i can control it sometimes

but sometimes

my head hurts

not all the time though

just when I'm thinking

but I'm mostly thinking

and i told my mom

that i have smth like

10 years or so

left

for my mind

because I'm not crazy

I'm not crazy

I'm just

not from here

i don't feel at home

i don't deserve it

i don't find it funny

even though I laugh

the meds are cool

they keep a good brain

but this is all human shit

i don't need a hero

i don't need a master

for i have

a kite

somewhere safe

for when I'm gone

which i won't hehe

the shinny thing will be there

i don't know

if anybody knows

but there's some weird stuff

going on

and i feel it

it's just repeating

and it is boring

and boring

and I'm so bored

I'm so bored!