Exclusive

Most peers are way too impulsive
Can't help but find it a bit repulsive
But maybe that's just because I'm jealous
That I am always too far conclusive
 
Instead of simply just being allusive
I'm often forcefully elusive
And mostly seen as either invasive
Or many a pitfalls beyond reclusive
 
Assuming an ID that is exclusive
I'm sometimes lonely and abusive
Towards an omen of building meadows
Where I can stand upon being accusive
 
My brilliancies outburst obtrusive
I can't avoid ending up diffusive
The native stench of being creative
Outlasts ordeal parfumes amusive